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Violet Ch.6 (Zeki)

 Oops 4 months since I uploaded this. I know, I'm a terrible person. The problem is that I'm not really in this fandom so much anymore. But I want to finish the story. Dammit. I'm trying, I really am, but I have no ideas and I'm a loser and I need to finish this goddamn story. Which is why I don't intend on it being too long. I'm truly very sorry. I was just thinking today how much I hate when authors don't update their stories often and leave months between each update. Then I realized I'm the biggest hypocrite the world has ever known, and I read over my latest chapter and decided to continue writing. I'm really really really sorry. Feel free to kick my ass in the comments, I know I deserve. I DO plan on finishing this though, it might take a while though. But I'll finish it if it's the death of me.

Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5

----------------------------------------------Still Yuuki's P.O.V.----------------------------------------------

"Yuuki." A terrifying familiar voice calls out from behind me. Kaname.
"K-Kaname..." I gasp slowing backing off from Zero, just a bit. He wraps one of his arms possesively around my waist. His eyes are glinting, and a smirk adornes his face. It says that he's won. It says that I'm his.

I'm no ones. Or so I wish. But I know that I'm his. I've always been his. Always cared for him and wanted to just do anything, anything, to get him to pay attention. To not hide himself from me. All I ever wanted was for him to talk to me, maybe even let me in on a smile. Now, I just want to lay with him forever and spill out his every secret like the blood that flows through his veins. I want to taste it.
I step forward.

"Kaname...I'm sorry. I care for you, I really do. I've always looked up to you and I don't want to lose you. I don't want to do this to you...But I need him. Kaname." I look at him pleadingly. Those rich auburn eyes stare back at me and I can see everything. The pain I've been putting him through.
"..." Nothing. Just him staring at me, and what he says next squeezes me so tight with guilt I can barely breathe.
"Remember what I said?" "Yuuki...if you ever leave me...I will die." Zero's holding onto me tight, fingers digging into my skin slightly. He tilts his head onto mine a bit, just resting it as he stares at Kaname. The anger and triumph is gone now. He seems almost sad, but not quite. More solemn than anything else, understanding.

"Yuuki," he murmered, letting out a small sigh, "let me talk to Kaname." He unwrapped his arms and stood beside me, gripping my shoulders and gentely twisting my body to face him so he could look into my eyes.
I became alarmed. "No! Zero! I'm not going to let you fight! This is ridiculous! Don't-" I started to plead, stepping between him and Kaname. Zero only sighs.
"I'm not going to hurt him, I just want to talk." He stares at me. I slowly nod. Even with everything I've done to Zero, he's always been there for me. I have to try my best to trust him. After giving him a look that was both stern and nervous, I run off into the school to try to find Yori. I haven't seen her in so long. I've really missed her.
---------------------------------------------Zero's P.O.V.------------------------------------------------------
"What do you want?" He questions, always so calm and collected, never revealing his true anger.
"I know exactly how you feel, I've been living it for the past year Kaname." I pause for a moment, wanting to let it sink in. "She loves you too you know. Not quite in the same way. But it's there."
"I know that, I don't need a child to tell me things I already know." He glares slightly, but doesn't attack me like I know he must be dying to.
I let out a sigh, this is going to be more difficult than I thought. "I don't know what you said to her before, but judging by the look on her face I'm betting you threatened to kill yourself if she doesn't stay with you?" I stare at him intently. He doesn't reply, and I take that as a yes.
"Don't. She already blames herself enough for everything, she won't be able to get over your death."
"I've lived for her for so long, and I'm afraid I can't spend my life pining for someone who doesn't want me." He stares coldly at me. "Don't tell me what not to do."
And there's nothing I can say to change his mind, not even for Yuuki, because if there was ever only thing I know about life, it's this: Life without Yuuki is damn near impossible.

I know this update isn't very long, but i wanted to put something up here just so you know I haven't abandoned this. I hope it isn't too horrible. I'm not sure how to end this, but that's my problem, not yours. So I'm really sorry, hopefully I'll update this at least within the next month.

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